Friday, February 16, 2007

give it that ole college try

i love hugh grant. dont misunderstand me, i am not IN love with the man. i just love him. like i love vanilla ice cream or jane austen.


i dont actually know the man. i just know his movies. maybe i love his accent. maybe i love that he always plays an underachiever in movies. i really connect to that. i mean, in my real life experience, men who are cowards are... well i am a like a fly to a flame.... but that doesnt mean they are any less destructive.


but in his movies, love makes him strong, makes him brave, makes him bold. having my own history of underachieving, i question if i connect to him b/c i do the same things his characters do OR is it that i am attracted to men who do those things...


its probably both.


i am a coward. its true. now you know it. i have been crushed before. my heart went from the statue of david to a print of it. three-d -->two -D. i am still recovering.


but then i see a hugh grant movie and i imagine myself being so transformed by love that i am not only healed but i am free to be loved... again. it is moving.


i know it is only a movie. i know i used to watch movies to forget my pain and then listen to music to remember. but there is hope for something different. you dont have to have a vision for what that difference is... you just have to believe.


and i do.


4 Comments:

At February 16, 2007 at 10:56 PM , Blogger Mike Gee said...

I like Hugh Grant movies. I really like Love Actually. Has anyone seen that?

The only real beef I have with Hugh Grant is that he cheated on his long-time girlfriend, Sienna Miller. I subscribe to the idea that celebrities are really just ordinary people with lots of advertising dollars behind them.

Hugh Grant or not, you don't cheat on your girlfriend.

 
At February 18, 2007 at 12:51 AM , Blogger beansandbedford said...

i really loved that movie. i do have this thing about k. knightly though... she kind of annoys me. not sure what it is.. but she still annoys me on screen. i dont know her personally.

yeah, dont cheat on your girlfriend. bad idea.

 
At February 18, 2007 at 7:31 PM , Blogger L. Maria Thomas said...

I have seen many movies that have inspired me, but I've never seen A Hugh Grant movie!!Can you believe that?!Terrible, I know. Maybe it's because I'm 45 yrs old? I don't know. But it is so refreshing when you can connect with a character in a movie. I will, from now on, concentrate on renting a Hugh Grant film due to your good review of his films. Thanks!

 
At February 22, 2007 at 10:17 AM , Blogger David Kaler said...

I actually like Hugh Grant movies too, I dont know why because I usually don't like actors who have poor choices in real life activities. He seemed to lose a lot of clout when he was caught with a hooker, but I still watch his movies. Too bad about your love life, hope all goes well for you.

 

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