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so what is the deal? what day will it be when i stop feeling like throwing a tantrum? when i will stop feeling like i literally want to throw myself down on the floor kicking and screaming and rolling side to side?
why do kids throw tantrums? i think its because they need attention. since they arent getting positive reinforcement, they will demand negative. is that what i am doing? do i think if i roll around and cause a mess that i will get more out of the one who loves me?
he wont be manipulated.
i am just frustrated. my mind wants so badly to latch on to all that is being revealed. but it cant. its like having a specific word on the tip of you tongue or remembering the ideas of a dream but not the details. its right on the edge of realization, of actualization. then BAM its gone.
i smell lavender and i am tired. i am off work tomorrow. thank the lord.
posted by beansandbedford @ 8:06 PM
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1 Comments:
Hi Keri,
I have had my days when I've wanted to scream and yell. I've talked to many other men and women who've had those days too. The deal seems to be that we all have them, but if they continue, and for the most part you really don't like yourself those days but don't seem to be able to do anything about it, I respectfully suggest you discuss it with your physician. Despite Freud's theories, and even if days like that are all in our head, there's a reason, usually attibutable to a simple chemical imbalance. And they have recommendations for correcting that imbalance. It might be worth looking into.
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